Unguessable@Weather ..... still keep moving

Appreaciate what you hv

2008-05-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

actually i think most of the people know the word that we always said,
appreciate what you hv now before u lost it .
But i know that , many people cant do like tat although they wanna to.
This morning, i scold my dad because he take the key go jogging and he
didnt use car also. He just bring along the car key, den when i wanna go to sch
den i cant find the key den nid to wait until my dad home. Yesterday night i'm goin
to cheras kaikan night duty, mayb because of tat i not enough sleep den i could angry
easily, so this morning i'm really "too HOT" den scold him. When on my way to sch,
i'm really feeling so sorry to him, and nearly could fall out my tears.
When i reach home, juz like normal but juz too quiet oni, den i see my mum coming
out from kitchen, den i ask my mum. i'm shock tat my mum say my grandmum faint
juz now and my dad send her to clinik to cheack up. All bad things like juz around me ...
Before i'm open up my com , they came bak oldi , and i really happy tat my grandmum
doesn't matter .
I'll try my best to change myself , i'll change myself through 6.15 this performance ...
gambateh....

i'm miss you

2008-05-23T20:23:00.002+08:00

Today i goin to sch and stay at there almost whole day ...
Very tired but quite happy .... after i'm home i immediately open MSN.
Haix , didnt see u also , i miss u , i got alot of things wanna share wit u .

第二幕

2008-05-22T01:04:00.003+08:00

遇见了你,
是我人生第二幕的开始.
你的存在让我不再觉得空虚.
你的纯真是最可爱的地方.
思念你的心就像瀑布般急速,
不断地迎面而来.

期待

2008-05-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

很期待....
很想念....
每当我和你谈天时都会痛着痛着的.
忍着想和你谈天的心,
忍着想和你见面的心,
忍着没你和我谈天心情....

代替品

2008-05-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

我是一个代替品, 有什么我可以帮你吗??

当你伤心时,我可以当你的抱枕,让你那悲伤的眼泪掉在我身.
当你失落时, 我可以当小丑,逗你开心.
当你孤独时,我可以当你的影子,陪伴在你身旁,永不离开.
当你开心时,留在他身边吧....

........我是你那,永远的代替品

Dono whats my mood now !

2008-05-01T14:02:00.002+08:00

Today wake up bout 8 something in the morning !!
Still feeling blur blur @@ . Head pain...
Den after finish toilet and doin what should i done, den
goin out oldi !! When i go out it about 8.55 am .
When get inside the car ,feel like wanna go had my breakfast before
goin BK( cheras ). Then too lazy to get down from car and i'm late oldi .
Actually i nid to reach BK at 9 am but now near 9 oldi, den straight away
go BK lo. After reach there bout 9.15 am , den go basketball court.
Lucky they still hvnt start yet !Actually today we nid bout 200 member to help us .
But there are oni about 70 - 100 member oni . Then after they arrange our position , den
we get ready to work le . We nid to move all the iron to make the stair as chair.
Because now we preparing for the 6.15 performance. Those iron very heavy
but all the member very hardworking and cooperate den we could done it fast.
12 something den we go home oldi . After home , i feel like very lonely and hungry.
Just like nothing to do, after i bath den i open up my com , and now i done wat i done.

Have a nice day......

No mood 2

2008-05-01T13:43:00.004+08:00

After i'm home very tired !! Because now oredi 1 am lo , gonna slp oldi !
Haix , dono wat goin wrong , cant fall in slp den i wake to write something .
Aftet that , now is a good chance to let me drawing cause i always so bz but i
dono wat i bz for ?? LOL...
I draw oredi 2 hours !! WHAT IS THIS =..=
All shit 3>3.....
haix ! No mood .. and now 3 something oldi , 4 am coming sooon ,den go to slp.

No mood

2008-05-01T13:35:00.001+08:00

Yesterday when i'm home already 1 am . Goin bk to meeting den had supper with my leader .
After i home then i msg my friend because i nid to inform
him tat i will fetch him to bk about 8 am . Then my friend say tat he will goin out to
fishing with my the other friend . At 1st , i quite angry and sad bout tat because i inform
him oldi at 1st den now he gonna out goin with my other friend . Then , i'm cooling down
and think ,he didnt promiss anything wat , den nevermind lo ! So i goin bk myself .

前进...回头...停下??

2008-04-30T02:27:00.003+08:00

自己一个人,向着自己的梦想前进.
在向着自己的梦想前进的途中,结了个伙伴.
两人结伴后,不断地往着目的地前进.
伙伴跌到了,不放弃,再爬起来继续走.
后来在向往目的地的当儿,结伴了更多的伙伴,有了家庭.
大家都不断地向着梦想前进.
后来一伙伴停下了脚步,没能和大伙子前进梦想.
那伙伴和大家说:''别停下脚步,别伤心,别流泪,别回头,继续迈向我们的梦想''.
后来一个接一个地停下了脚步.一个又一个都被抛在背后.
又是自己一个了...真漫长啊.
累了...是时候了吗??是时候回头会一会老朋友了吧!!...终于停下了脚步...

其实...大伙子没有离开过.
大伙子的精神还是随着一起向往着我们的梦想.
只是剩下这么短短的一段路! 那么为何不忍耐多一会儿,把它走完...

伤心的眼泪

2008-04-28T13:57:00.004+08:00

滴嗒滴嗒地,
湿塔塔的水珠从眼眶里流出,
滑过了脸颊, 滴在纸张上.
水珠在脸颊上留了轨道,在纸上留了水印.
脸颊上的轨道可以拆毁,
但是纸上的水印和心中的裂痕是无法去除的.

七仔

2008-04-28T13:42:00.001+08:00

今天我才看完了这部七仔,
看得我眼泪直流.
虽然这部戏对某些人来说也不是什么好看的戏,
但是这部戏带着很多信息, 很有意义的一部戏.

权力

2008-04-27T22:52:00.001+08:00

每个人都有各自的权力,无论是做什么都好
每个人都应该有着自己的权力去选择
而我们的选择都应该被认同或是被人尊重
人是至高无上但每个人也是平等的

i'm back

2008-02-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

wow ...
i think i got a very long time nvr touch my blog oldi ...
very miss u le ...
today very free .. so tat i can touch my blog oldi ... finally
long time nvr write blog , now donno how to write blog oldi =.=
haha .. quite funny .

爱的证明

2006-09-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

一个年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,

他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香菸,

漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,

當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,或者是心情不好的時候,

年輕人就會出現,

他會陪女孩說說話,

或是逗女孩開心.

女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友,

面對年輕人如此的關懷,自己也不知道如何婉拒他.

有一天商店外頭運來一台娃娃機,女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,

年輕人知道以後,就去夾了一隻娃娃送給女孩,

當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,

不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,

因為她已經有深愛的男友了,

年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,

只是自己對女孩的喜歡已經超出自己所預期的,

他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?

善良的女孩不忍心看到原本開朗風趣的年輕人變得如此消沉寡歡,

於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,

除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.

原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情,

她心想,一天夾1個娃娃,最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,

而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧!

這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,

她決心讓兩人恢復到店員和顧客的關係.

年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,

他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.

因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.

年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,

於是他每天夾娃娃,

有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,

有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.

無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,

只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,

因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,

為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.

好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,

女孩都想要衝出去對他說,

我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!

但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,

她只能不斷猶豫.

就這樣1天,2天,3天.,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,

而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.

不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,

與男友吵了一架,

而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,

不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,

他對女孩說,

可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,

可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.

就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,

在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.

隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.

剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.

可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,

因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,

好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,

這時女孩才發現到,

原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.

只是一切都..

女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.

哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,

似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.

所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,

那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?

可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現,只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.

有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,

她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,

他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,

當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是

一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,

以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.

原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,

可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,

年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,

希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,

然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,

隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,

年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:

其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,

妳也不可能會喜歡我,

我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,

而是希望在我有限的時間裡,

證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,

這樣就足夠了,

如果妳看到了這封信,

那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,

對不起,

或許我的努力還不夠吧,

沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..

女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,

眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出..

隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,

她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,

這時已經變成植物人的他,

眼睛流下了淚水..

See you Again .....

2006-09-22T16:56:00.000+08:00

Wow !! day passed so fast !! long time didnt write blog oredi.....
haiz !! more half month nid to exam liao and nid go to hv my car licence
so ns ^^ . So bored in my life , like nt to do !!
haiz .....

Thursday, 7.9.2006 - Rainy day

2006-09-11T15:13:00.000+08:00

Today , not so many work to do , so very bored in sch lo . But today i need to go in to the hall with my classmate cause for the chemistry presentation by another sch teacher and their sch student will come to my sch oso . After that , i'm going to the hall and listen to the chemistry presentation . When i step into the hall , WOW .... all ppl from science
class student inside include form 5 student . Then we go in and find a ns place to sit down , and then
i'm sit with my friend but he not in a same class with me . After the presentation start and we all listen to it very carefully cause we will study it next year . But it take so long time and make us so
bored . So , many student talk in the hall and didnt listen to the presentation include my group .
We all talk about our recess time cause teacher still hvnt gv us to recess although our recess time
is over and we all so hungry . Then here come the teacher who teach my class 4sc3 and oso the
chemistry teacher for 4sc2 . Then she scold us with a louder voice , she say :'' 4sc3 student , you want to go back to your class or you want to stay here !!"Then 1 of my classmate say the ppl who Maybe that teacher very hate us , she say we talk so louder and we disturb the presentation .

I LOVE YOU

2006-09-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

BOY : SINGING....... La La La
Girl : I'm so shy neh ....

Girl : Punch you .....
Boy : AR....... GIVE UP

When we r small , we meet each other oredi . All the day we pass-by , all will b the history oni ......... I think the 1st time i meet u is when i'm 3 years old , and we just can meet every chinese new year . But the time went too fast like crazy frog , year by year had passed . You growing and u noe to walk oredi , every1 love to take care about u , cause u so cute . But i'm so difference , i got nothing to say and oso i too shy to say to u all , so i'm alone at all ,
cause i dunno how to talk or how to communication with u all . So not so many ppl will join me , play or talk to me , just b'cause of this i become to be a quite bored's ppl. I still remember 1 time , u at second floor when at grandmother's house . Then i need to bring u down from there so i lead along with u to go down .
But u dun wan me to lead u , den u fall down and roll down from stair , after tat u cry so hard casue its very pain . Then i'm been scold for didnt lead along wif u to go down from stair .
But nt can i explain to them , and i didnt angry with u too cause its my fault . after 2 or 3 year , our grandfather pass away and we all gonna go back to Johor . My mum and all my aunt cry out so hardly , and i still cant forgot how sad is it . After 2 or 3 day , we got to burial grandfather , so the worker nid to move the casket into the car . When the moment those worker move my grandfather casket , my mum and my aunt cry out so hardly till i cant endure and my tears oso fall down quickly . After my grandfather's casket move into the car , all of us oso follow at the back of that car . I noe we are on the way to the burial ground to burial my grandfather . after we walk till half the way to the burial ground , my dad and mum , my aunt , and oso my cousin , they all get into some car drove by my dad and my uncle . All of my cousin get into those car but just left me and 1 of my cousin oni , QING . Just we 2 didnt get into those car cause didnt hv any place to sit oredi , so we need to walk to our destination . So we just follow at the back of the car , at 1st those car quite slow , but slowly they drive more fast so we nid to run more fast to get them , but unfortunately we didnt hv so much energy to chase them so we stop at the side of the road and take for breath . But we lucky oso , hv a uncle ask us to sit behind his motorcycle and he will drive us to our destination . So we sit on his motorcycle and he drive us to our destination . After we done wat should we do , then we go back to grandmother's house . So , after we hv our lunch then we going back to home . The next year just like normal , we going to grandmother's house oso . At that day night , something weird had happened , oni 1 boy sleep wif 4 girls and some aunt . So what u guess , that boy is me lol -.-ll .....

That night dunno y , i will sleep with my cousin . All of my cousin almost all are girl just few of my cousin is boy nia . After that u say u hope u can go to see the sunrise tomorrow , then i setup my clock to the time before the sunrise . So .....that night i sleep with 4 of my cousin and some of my aunt . But that night i cant sleep oso , and i just recumbency opposite of you and i watch on your face all the night ... you so cute . Dunno it is lucky or unlucky for me , lucky is i can see u through to the night , unlucky is we cant go to see the sunrise . Because when 4 or 5 am in the morning raining so we cant go out . So i'm disappointed at it , cause that night is the last day for me at grandmother house . So that day afternoon i'm going back to K.L oredi . One day my mum told me that mayb all my aunt will go to my house , i'm so happy cause i can see u , grandmother and my cousin again . Till to that day , my dad go to lead u all come to my house , so glad to see u all come to my house . So funny to see Qing , cause she so scare of my doggy , haha.... The next day , we go to KLCC . Actually i didnt go there b4 oso although i live at K.L -.-ll . We go there gai gai oni cause those thing in KLCC quite expensive . After that we go to kajang , noe why we go to kajang ?? cause there most popular of satay . So we eat satay for our lunch then we continue for our "journey" haha . So we reach there , that is like a shopping mall , but so big .... can drive a boat oso in there .

Its name .....?? in chinese i think is " LU YE XIAN ZHONG ". We gai gai in ther quite long time de cause there so big o.o and we walk till to 5 pm then we go back for our dinner . We have our dinner near my house . So you all go back tmr . After 2 or 3 years , hv a unlucky message to us , and we nid go back to Johor cause our grandmother sick oredi . Mayb grandmother too sad at all , so she will get sick . So my mum say we will go back to Johor at weekend . Mayb grandmother feel so lonely so when we reach grandmother's house , wat can we see is something is setup at the front door like tent , its mean grandmother pass away oredi . Lastly we cant see her for the last . When the moment my mum come out from the car , she weep oredi . Just a minute i reach there , you with ur family come after me . You and Qing oso so sad about that ... Your tearful eyes like a diamond , den ur tear slowly weep on ur cheek . I know you growing oredi . When AH GONG pass away , u didnt wept oso cause u still small . That day afternoon , second of my mother's brother teach me how to paper-folding , we fold the "gold paper " and oso "silver paper " . Another of my cousin oso hv help us and oso burn those paper . After 3 day , we nid go to burial my grandmother , and she will burial b'side AH GONG , so AH PO will not feel alone at all . After finish it i'm goin back to K.L oredi . So the years following we didnt go back to Johor oredi cause AH GONG AND AH PO pass away oredi . One day , my mum say my aunt remove into new house oredi so we will go to my aunt house . Actually i should go to my aunt house at 31 August but that day i need to perform at Putra Jaya when National Day , and you oso nid go to Singapore , so i will go to my aunt house if hv holiday . So till to that day ..... i'm with my family go to my aunt house at Johor in the morning after breakfast . Almost 3 hours , we reach there but we cant find that place so my aunt come out and find us , after that we see my aunt and Qing , so they lead us to their new house . Thier house not so big but very beautiful and clean .

So we finish our lunch then we go to play card and my 5th aunt join us also . But we just play awhile oni cause my cousin - Qing , she lose all her money .... haha so unlucky is she , sob sob . After our dinner , we watch WWF .... my uncle museum piece . He got alot of WWF cd , mayb he oso like to watch tis kind's movie . After watching WWF , we watch a quite funny's movie , i forgot almost all part of that movie , but i still remember 1 part of it , that part quite funny . Dunno how come tat ppl's head will insert into a rhinoceros's arse ( ass ) , pretty nice movie but forget its name oredi , sob sob . After that is time to sleep , but still got 4 mouse sit at the living room . So those mouse is me , Qing , Shuang Shuang and u ...... we still playing card or do something at the living room . Maybe we talking too louder then my aunt come out and ask us go back to sleep -.-ll . So the next morning almost 11 am i think , we go to shopping complex , i just buy 2 cd nia , after that we go back home oredi . So the following years , we didnt go back to Johor liao , we just send letter to each other oni . Still remember the first time you write me a letter and you gv the letter to my mum cause you didn’t hv my house address that time. So cute your style to write a letter , its make me look like not reading a letter but make me like reading a comic cause you draw so many cartoon in side the letter . So cute^^. One day , I’m going to duty at my Buddha assembly hall and I’m gonna to duty till to morning . That day night , I dunno what time is it and I call to you . But a people I dunno who is it answer my phone and then she talk to me with a louder voice and ask me who am I and what I want !! o.0 wah sei !! So fierce is she o.0 !! Then I answer I wan to find you and who am I and then she say to me:” YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?? Actually I dunno what time is it cause I need to duty until morning , so I ask my bro(cousin) beside me and he answer me is 1.30 in the morning now . WAH o.0 . Then I cut off the line -.-ll . But just a minute I cut off the line , my aunt call to me o.0 and I answer it and I say I dunno what time is it and …….. -.-ll paiseh paiseh !!! After few day or few month u write me a letter and I ask me why I call you in the MIDNIGHT ….. You know why?? Cause I have too much work to do and I miss you but I didn’t write it in the letter -.-ll …..

After that , we seldom write letter to each other cause too many homework to do . One day , you write me a letter and I feel so happy at all . Suddenly , I’m shock cause you say you hv boyfriend oredi , and I’m so sad . So I go to call you cause I wan to make sure its true or not , then you say to me like so mad or anything cause I cant hear so clear and so confuse . Just few day , you send me a letter from singapore and you say will not to send me letter and ask me dun call you again because I misunderstand you . Cause you just didn’t write down “ just kidding ’’. After that I’m really sad and I’m so regret to call you and ask you those things . Really ……

After this , we didn’t contact with each other anymore …..

So after 3 years , this Chinese New Year is our 1st time to meet each other after that happening . I’m shock when I see you cause you ….. so tall o.0 almost taller than me LOL !! Finally we talk to each other again , happy till to I cant explain how happy am I .

Haiz ….. Although is Chinese New Year but I’m oso been scold by my mum cos I ride my uncle’s motorcycle -.-ll . So after that we contact by using handphone and also in internet . But unlucky things always beside me , I’m take your picture without your permission , and then I put it inside my friendster …… After you see it you so angry and you also delete me in your buddy list. Till to last week you chat with me in MSN and you teach me how to blog ………

You know why i want you to write this blog ?Because i want you to know what am i think , to know what is the feel i hv , to know what i want to tell you and the " growing road "we pass together .

I'm sorry cause i call you for ask you those things .I'm ask you because i want to know and prove
it is not true cause i'm care about you .

I'm sorry cause i steal your picture from you and put inside my friendster . I do like that cause it feel like you will be always beside me .

I'm sorry cause i write it here ....... cause i want everyone to knowI LOVE YOU , XIU .

by : Calsifur or (JEROME )<...... the name you call me

wednesday , 6/9/2006 - The skyland gang ......

2006-09-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

today....... is a sunny day for me .
b'cause i know my status in every1 of my friend .......
maybe i'm a stupid or idiot , but whatever la .
i'll do everything i could to help my friend if they need my help .
so , yesterday my friend call me and he said to me he had gettting some problem and he need my help and then i going to help him so .
He say to me that hv some boys and girl from form 2 , and 1 of them is his
pregirlfriend , they say some rude word to him and ask him to stay in his class after finish the lesson at sch tomorrow .
so i try to contact all my friend which in a gang wif me to help me tomorrow .
i'm feel so glad to hv those friend cause they are so personal loyalty and they
promiss me , they will to help me too .
then today after our sch lesson our guild "Skyland" go to the class and wait for
them to coming . we hv almost 10 or more ppl nia . those are my good friends .
after awhile the form 2 student coming and they do nt for us cause they are scare of us .
Actually Skyland not is a gangsterdom , its a guild for every1 who hv
personal loyalty to join and tis guild is for the justice .
So i know i not alone on my way to grow up . i'm so glad to hv those friend and the guild ......